so, I just thought I'd update to say that two nights ago, I had pretty much the most amazing dream ever. I went to a Strokes concert or something, and then afterwards I ran up to Julian and Fab or someone as they were leaving, and asked if I could get a picture. Julian was more than happy to, and we ended up chatting. Then for hours. Then we ended up sleeping together, mind you this is while he's still married to Juliet. And then I woke up but I'm pretty sure we lived happily ever after. It was just... the best. The end.